By the beginning of October I was so used to hitting the
floor – or the grass, or the dirt or the sand of the playground – that not only
did five hundred pushups in a day seem little more than thoughtless routine,
doing anything less sometimes seemed a vacation - though much more often by evening I felt the day, at least in one respect, had been an
unproductive waste.
I wouldn’t have been able to conceive of such a mindset back
in March. Six months later it had become just another way of looking back on my
day. I guess this is the sort of paradigm shift that comes with going for a
goal that seems, at the outset, barely possible.
Good thing I was able to reach that point, because in mid-October my pace came to a screeching slow-down. The new job had me up
at six and out the door thirty minutes later – enough time, barely, to squeeze
two sets of fifty in between hyperactive mouthfuls of granola. I’d get home
around seven-thirty or so, just in time to help the wife get the kids bathed
and into their pajamas, and after a couple stories and some stern pleading to
go to bed already I’d have another hundred pushups in me. Maybe.
In November I managed a third of what I’d done in previous
months. Still, that left me with having to do all of two thousand more to make
it to the finish line.
We are now into December. I’ll get there in the next couple of days. Then maybe I’ll
figure out what it all means.
It means you are AWESOME!!!! And you have the willpower and dedication to finish an impossible goal without excuse. Good for you,bro!!!
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